Back To You

Back To You

Many times I had wander away
Still my heart finds it's way
For trusting in you I had scar
Still I tried hard to stay far
All your promises of all that is well
I have yet to see how could I tell
I felt cheated by the one I trust
Unknown my heart is hard liken a crust
I ran in circles to ignore
I hide behind closed door
Still I can't forget you
Still I can't live without you
Why are you doing this to me
Why can't you just let me be
I am not what you have seen
I am not what I could have been
Knowing what is right I had avoid
Deep down in me I had a void
I had to pretend to be tough
Faking a countenance of rough
Knowing you has made me smile
Now my world is just plain dull
Love, joy & peace was mine
Now all I ever do is whine
Knowing what it takes to be healed
This broken mess I am in is sealed
Nothing can change not even change
Well this is not at all strange
I am stubborn headed
Knowing I am dreaded
Still I chose not to commit
Of all that I should submit
But I can't excuse you
My entirety is in you
You care deeply for me
You never dumped me
It was I that was reluctant
You were never hesitant
To shower me with your grace
I am lost in your embrace
I could no longer hold my will
I pray once again I will be still
I'm asking to be force by you
To bring me back to you!
(Longing to come back to you, Abba Father!)

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When Heaven meets earth

 When Heaven meets earth

When Heaven meets earth
All that truly matters is you being a good steward
When Heaven meets earth
All that really matters is you being a good disciple
When Heaaven meets earth
All that you are accountable to is God
When Heaven meets earth
All that you are doing is to please Him
When Heaven meets earth
All that you realised is the love of God

When Heaven meets earth
All your breath, you only desire to care for people
When Heaven meets earth
All your time, you wouldn't waste any but to do His will
When Heaven meets earth
All your might, you want to acknowledge His goodness
When Heaven meets earth
All your heart, you only long to love Him more and more
When Heaven meets earth
All your soul, you want to grow deeper to experience Him

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You Know You Will

You Know You Will

Waiting might takes forever
Along the path you might give up
But never say never
Hush there, do not even doubt

In time to come you will reap
The harvest from the seed you plant
In the mean time have a sneak peep
The rewards, yes the long awaited grant

Keep on walking forward
One step at a time
Don't stop & look backward
You are doing fine

Be who you are on the outside
Bring out that person in you
The charisma that is inside
That Star that shines within you

They might just throw bricks on you
Splash icy cold waters on you
Spits curses vulgarly on you
Talk down and steep low on you

Well, who are they anyway
What do they even mean to you
Will you still please them anyway
Puh-Lease, please the One that matters to you

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The Sky Is The Limit

The Sky is the Limit

Look to the sky
Don't be shy
It's your life
Not their lives
Be Somebody
Not anybody
Follow your instinct
Be the distinct
Listen to your heart
Do your part
Commit the rest
He will give you rest
There may be test
Resist your very best
Minimize your debt
Refrain from bet
Surely there's risk
Forget the fisk
Hang on to the rope
You are sure to cope
Keep on investing
Keeps journey interesting
Grow closer to the Father
He is the only Author
Catch up with His pace
He handles your case
So walk with God
Full stop. (Dot)

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Meet Me On Monday!!!

Questions:
1.  I keep putting off _________

Cleaning my room. It's been a week now due to my hectic schedule!

2.  What is your current weather?

Extremely Sunny!

3.  What is the nicest room in your house?

Unfortunately it is still my room..:b

4.  What jewelry do you never take off?

My earring, necklace and a ring. I've been wearing it since doggy yrs. It's fashionable for casual, formal & parties! <3 them!

5.  Do you eat a snack before bed?

Yeah I do if I'm hungry & I  can't resist Chocholates! :)

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It Is as It Is

It Is as It Is

A mixture of emotions just sips in my soul
No words can describe it nor ways to express
All the hope and dream I had plan as my goal
Going the wrong direction makes me depress

How did I not alter
How did it even started
How did it even falter
How did I let it slipped

Nearly close by but further
Almost there but never
It happens for a reason
Underlining all is decent

Feeling mad couldn't change a thing
It is beyond your control
Now all is left is for you to think
Helpless as a time patrol

It's on this very day
It's just meant that way
It's not for us to say
It's somehow sigh, nay

Don't yell to me bout hope I have none
Don't scream to me bout life I rather die
(Without hope, people perish.
A tiny bit of hope, let's cherish)

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The Waiting

The Waiting

Far from where you are now
This will take awhile
It might not be worth it
It may be able to work out

Far from where it may lead
You must be able to witstand
The refining moments like a sandpaper
The solid moments like a savior

Far from what you feel
You must be able to deal
With all the confrontations
By all the confirmations

Far from your expectation
This is the only process
Outcome aren't determination
This journey matters

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Into The Future

Into The Future

The past is no longer the present
There will be no future in the past
Neither will there be a past in the future
Your current determination is the acture
Why look backward?
Instead look forward!
You can't unboil the cooked rice
Neither can you alter the paid price
Why cause yourself such trouble
When you could live life to the double
Never doubt yourself for what had occur
Internal confusion & conflict may incur
Into the future you will find living water
Pressing on and trusting in the Author
To take each moment as it come
Not skipping chances before it's gone
Life is not about rolling the dice
It is the firm choice that is wise
Live it now and not then
If it isn't now then when?

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I Miss You

I Miss You

Every little thing reminds me of you
Even when I am asleep, I dream of you
Every songs played resembles our story
Every moment we had brings us glory

Every step I take, brings us closer
Every hour I try, to be a composer
Even when I am awake, I think of you
Everywhere I go, I feel you

Your loving kindness
Your tenderness
Your grace
Your love

I miss walking to bible school every morning
With your presence wrapped around me
Never a day of my life with you was boring
With your whispers of joy uplifting me

I miss those times with you
I miss it so dearly
I miss feeling like no one else but you
I miss you sincerely!

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She Is Just Hanging On

She Is Just Hanging On

She was just the way she is
No one knows who she really is
Beautiful on the inside
But reserved on the outside
She tries to reach out
She was shy hence her doubt
I wonder if I am good enough
Try to fit in she finds it tough
She felt alone, nobody seems to care
I am on my own, is anybody there?
Your life, she longs to be a part
Your share, she chose not to be apart
She struggles every night in her sleep
She felt so lonely, she starts to weep
She wonder what went wrong
I know I need to be strong
With me, He is not done
In Him, the time will come!

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Basic Instruction Before Leaving Earth (BIBLE)

Basic Instruction Before Leaving Earth (BIBLE)

The Lord of your salvation
Shall be your determination
To live life in His instruction
Based on every revelation

As you seek for Him to reveal
The secret vision though surreal
As you lean on Him daily
The success will be doubly

There will always be pollution
But will we be the solution
To prove them our innocence
Hence, we are the influence!

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Chinese Service

Chinese Service

Sitting in a special service 
The preaching is in Chinese 
Though I'm a Chinese I know not 
It is so not cool but I'm still hot

God's presence is strong
Am sure it couldn't be wrong  
Disciples here are longing  
For God, as they continue seeking

Help me focus on the preacher  
As I should be one of the seeker
Language ain't a stumbling block 
I shouldn't be watching the clock

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